by Laura Nowlin
Published 2025
For the first time in hardcover, a gorgeous, collectible edition of the #1 New York Times bestselling and TikTok sensation If Only I Had Told Her, the companion to If He Had Been With Me. Features a stamped case, designed end papers, printed edges, reading ribbon, and new bonus material from the author. If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now... Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels. Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable? Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny - but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love. Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.
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American · Middle Aged · Female · Narrative Story · Casual
“Eden's deep, expressive quality and cinematic depth lend themselves well to the emotional storytelling, aligning with the narrator's empathetic yet slightly melancholic nature.”
American · Middle Aged · Female · Narrative Story · Wise
“Angela offers a warm, friendly, and empathetic presence, suitable for a narrator guiding listeners through a story of love and tragedy with wisdom and gentleness.”
American · Middle Aged · Female · Narrative Story · Calm
“Leigha's soft, breathy female voice with warm, empathetic warmth and steady, unhurried pacing fits the intimate and gentle narrative style, conveying a reassuring presence.”
American · Middle Aged · Female · Narrative Story · Pleasant
“Kristen's natural storytelling flow and warm, expressive tone provide a pleasant and engaging narrative voice, balancing the required warmth with a hint of underlying emotion.”
American · Middle Aged · Female · Narrative Story · Calm
“This voice's warm, velvety tone and naturally measured pacing perfectly capture the intimate and melancholic essence required for the narrator of a poignant romance.”
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A young man struggling with unspoken emotions, his voice carrying a subtle undercurrent of longing and internal conflict.
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Crisp
“The crisp, wistful quality of 'A Lost American' embodies Finn's struggle with unspoken emotions and subtle longing, providing a deeply melancholic texture.”
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Calm
“Evan's calm, conversational voice with a steady tone could convey Finn's gentle and hesitant nature, suggesting internal conflict through a subdued energy.”
Also recommended for: Jack
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Serious
“Tony's clear, approachable male voice, while serious, could be modulated to express Finn's gentle melancholy and conversational style, hinting at his internal world.”
Also recommended for: Jack
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Casual
“Wesley's relaxed and steady delivery, though with a Southern accent, could be adapted to portray Finn's gentle and conversational demeanor, with a subtle undercurrent of longing.”
Also recommended for: Jack
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Confident
“Rio's warm, versatile young male voice, with its natural charm, could be directed to convey Finn's hesitant and melancholy traits, offering a grounded yet emotional performance.”
Also recommended for: Jack
Intelligent and introspective, her voice is thoughtful and perhaps a bit dreamlike, with an underlying strength.
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Relaxed
“Samantha's emotional, soft, and intimate voice with a relaxed quality perfectly suits Autumn's thoughtful and reflective nature, conveying her introspection.”
Also recommended for: Sylvie
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Confident
“Anna's warm, thoughtful tone and hint of vulnerability aligns with Autumn's intelligent and introspective character, suggesting underlying strength with an expressive quality.”
Also recommended for: Sylvie
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Pleasant
“Kelly's warm, empathetic voice with a thoughtful nature and conversational flow would capture Autumn's gentle and reflective speaking style, providing a pleasant presence.”
Also recommended for: Sylvie
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Pleasant
“Allison's warm, natural, and articulate tone could embody Autumn's thoughtful and conversational traits, delivering her lines with a clear, engaging presence.”
Also recommended for: Sylvie
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Pleasant
“Phoebe's warm and sultry undertones, combined with a pleasant delivery, offer a unique texture for Autumn's introspective and dreamlike voice, maintaining a youthful age.”
Also recommended for: Sylvie
Finn's loyal and pragmatic best friend, his voice is grounded and straightforward, offering support and a dose of reality.
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Casual
“VALF's calm, conversational, and grounded voice with a casual yet articulate delivery is ideal for Jack's straightforward and supportive personality, offering a natural presence.”
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Serious
“Tony's clear, professional, yet approachable tone would suit Jack's pragmatic and loyal nature, providing a grounded and trustworthy speaking style.”
Also recommended for: Finn
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Confident
“Rio's warm, versatile male voice, with its natural charm, could convey Jack's supportive and straightforward demeanor, adapting to a grounded and conversational energy.”
Also recommended for: Finn
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Calm
“Evan's calm voice with a steady tone and clarity would work well for Jack's grounded and supportive character, offering a consistent and reliable presence.”
Also recommended for: Finn
American · Young · Male · Narrative Story · Casual
“Wesley's relaxed and steady delivery, with a casual tone, could portray Jack's loyal and straightforward personality, providing a warm and easygoing conversational style.”
Also recommended for: Finn
Finn's current girlfriend, her voice should convey a pleasant and perhaps unsuspecting nature, without malice.
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Pleasant
“Kelly's warm, energetic, and empathetic voice with a pleasant descriptive quality is a perfect match for Sylvie's unsuspecting and pleasant nature, conveying youthful innocence.”
Also recommended for: Autumn
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Pleasant
“Allison's warm, natural, and conversational tone would suit Sylvie's pleasant and innocent character, offering a clear and engaging speaking style.”
Also recommended for: Autumn
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Pleasant
“Phoebe's warm and pleasant voice with sultry undertones provides a unique and appealing texture for Sylvie, capturing her innocent and conversational traits.”
Also recommended for: Autumn
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Confident
“Anna's warm and thoughtful tone, with a hint of vulnerability, could portray Sylvie's pleasant and unsuspecting nature, offering an expressive and approachable presence.”
Also recommended for: Autumn
American · Young · Female · Narrative Story · Relaxed
“Samantha's soft intimacy and emotional depth, combined with a relaxed quality, could gently convey Sylvie's warm and innocent characteristics, giving her a gentle presence.”
Also recommended for: Autumn